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Where will I be?

Fri, 19 Jan 2007 07:15:02 GMT

China, Dabu

From Guang Zhou, we flew to Mei Xian and took a bus to where my ancestors came from. Its 2006, but still its such a hastle to travel there. How did my great grandfather made his way here to Malaysia? I have no answer but respect. His will of wanting his younger generation to leave better, eat better, sleep better..he decided to come to malaysia before my grandfather was born.

Today, we know how my other relatives who are still there went through with their lives there. We see where we will still be if my great grandfather didn't make that move. Maybe we won't even exist in this world enjoying nice food, powerful technology and great family..I'm thankful...

What if I'm not me? and what if Thresa grew up in China? Who will I be?

Where will I be?

The weekend

Tue, 05 Dec 2006 08:53:08 GMT

It has been a meaningful weekend for me.
Paint ball aka PAIN ball is kinda fun actually. Dispite the pain..its all good.

reason why I called it PAIN ball..

Oh well, we all kinda went all the way, as in really pretending we are at war. CREATIVE TEAM rule. Although we didn't win all the match but thats because we are honest and we follow rules..heheh. after the painful but enjoyable morning the 2nd interesting part is..

The Dinner.

Its simple yet i'm touched.
Quiet yet fascinating.
101, KL yet a Dunhill D360 Launch.
'it's not just cigarettes'.
The way they match wine with food and at the end pairing it with the new cigarettes as well. Its just.....what i call it 'sweet'.

The after night..

Adjourned to SOMO..
a place I fancy most now..
its STUNNING!

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 17:10:15 GMT

Hush...
patience
hush
style.
hush
emotions.
hush
confusions.
hush
complications.
hush
rules.
hush
thresa.

hush......

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 15:53:09 GMT

BLUES.....

Sitting alone in front of the live band playing blues
Quiet, dark and cold with whispers
Smooth flow in my soul makes everything seems..perfect
I pictured a glass of wine along with the feeling
close my eyes and wish...
if he would appear when i open them
I see a silhouette of a men
It seems like i'm in the middle of attention
tried my very best to look and find out,
his posture shows me a toast...I reached for my wine glass
i wasn't looking at my glass, i'm trying to figure out
I don't know why I didn't say a word...
toasted with a stranger who gives me a feeling that i know him
My vision suddenly went blur, the silhouette starts to fade
I saw myself sitting in front of the live band again
things around me starts to clear..I realise then...that I really opened my eyes.

Diary

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 03:19:24 GMT

Diary, suddenly popped into my mind. Its been really long since i've written in my diary or in here. I figured the older i get the more things i'll take for granted. Maybe i just want to forget about it.
I thought of how me n my sis use to write our diary before bed when we were really young. It's almost like a diary competition. The funniest thing is that we will write in red if we quarreled or got bitten by mummy on that day to show our anger and unhappiness. Its funny how we know how to express ourself with colour when we were still so young. I find it fascinating even until now.

I remembered once when i finish my college and i was reading through my own diary. It was mainly about my saddness, depressions and unhappiness. I felt so lost and tried so hard to think of happiness in my past. After being through that, I said to myself, or more so promised myself...from now onwards I can only write happy, lovey dovey, astonishing stories and good stuff in my diary.

Guess what, i just filled up a few pages in my new diary. Today, i am writing about my diary..not on my diary about something happy.. The thing is i don't feel sad in fact i do feel happy most of the time. Just that I'm losing the urge to express myself.

Friday, October 07, 2005

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 12:16:27 GMT

9.15pm - FRIDAY NIGHT

I should be having fun with my friends or BF..
but u know what..I'M STILL IN THE FUCKING OFFICE...
I HATE MY LIFE....seriously..
DO NOT JOIN ADVERTISING AGENCY.....it will not only take away ur time..
it eventually takes away your beloved ppl around you and it equates to YOUR LIFE..
I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.....

MIRACLE....where are you...!

sad day.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 07:08:31 GMT

BOYS & GIRLS

I was talking to a guy and a girl the other day,
She just came down from singapore for 1 night day just to get something done.
Of course we would like her to stay longer and so here goes the conversation...

boy: ya if u stay than u can meet my friends tomorrow.
she: nah, i just have like 1 set of outfit for tomorrow morning and if i stay i'll be
wearing the same thing today and tomorrow.
boy: aiyah....there's something called washing machine in this world wan ma...
GIRLS: there is also something called SHOPPING in this world...

All together now girls....SHOPPING...haha
Yea and thats 1 of the huge difference between BOYS & GIRLS.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 09:03:47 GMT

PINK

I started off my morning by drinking strawberry milk.
Strawberry milk makes me happy cos its straberry and PINK.
I was doing an ad for BMW using this feather which really cought my attention.
And actually get my lazy ass to edit it. Just look at how graceful it is. Sweet and happy,
calm and peaceful feather...just by looking at it I feel good....

Wonderful.......but PERFECT after my editing....

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 10:22:28 GMT

I've been thinking more bout meaning of life lately. Mainly because I think I'm losing part of myself. I'm missing out los n lots of things thats been happening. Is this because of my job, or am I really too beusy growing old?Don't know if its just me or it happens to anyone else. Things that has been happening around me tends to relate with what's in my mind.

I was watching history of Destiny's child last night, basically about Beyonce. I kinda like her. Thought she is smart n cool at her age. As I watched, I was more amused by her real personality. But no one comes from no where. She runs a very long tough way to become what she had achieve..today. Was it her talent? Luck? or F.A.I.T.H....

And so, I related that to myself. Girl who has done much lesser than she does, will I ever reach somewhere?Everyone likes different types or genre of songs. People likes things that has a lil bit of relation with themselves and start thinking how bad life could have be as they listen to sad songs or rock music. Beyonce wrote songs that is related to herself...she SURVIVED, Destiny chile SURVIVED and that is how SURVIVER came about. A song that make my hair stand everytime I listen to it.

I wonder have I ever did anything so meaningful to myself before or will I ever....I'm really amazed how telented some people are out there. So is life really that tough..What will my faith be...?

thresa~

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 00:26:45 GMT

MORNING ....

well, well.....so this is one or the 1st morning that i can be free to blog "in the office"..not like the old days...free to blog like whenever..!
anyways, lets talk about my new job ...its COOL....hahahah...we do lots and lots of stuff and those stuff..its like u won't deny doing. You just wanna stay in this place longer and try finish up everything. And oh ya, the office is cool too..ahahahah

erm...too long nvr blog already now i dun know what to say...good day to everyone...tata..

Thresa~